Day 3 – Part 2

So, I'd won one small victory in the battle to save our marriage, although at this stage it’s really a battle to keep anything permanent from happening until I can figure out what’s what with my husband and THAT WOMAN. I could say her name but that would be so rude, wouldn’t it? Even … Continue reading Day 3 – Part 2 →

Day 3 – Part 1

Strange to wake up without him in the house. I had conflicting feelings about my husband not sleeping at home. I had told him to go, and I wanted to be free of his presence for at least the night because I needed to try to center myself. I was emotionally overwrought, and every … Continue reading Day 3 – Part 1 →

Day 2 – April 20, 2016

“When you’re dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part You roll out of bed And down on your knees And for a moment you can barely breathe” – John Mayer, Dreaming With a Broken Heart That moment you wake up, before full consciousness descends and then the awful ache of … Continue reading Day 2 – April 20, 2016 →

Day 1 – Part 2

“I tell myself too many times why don’t you ever learn to keep your big mouth shut That’s why it hurts so bad to hear the words that keep on falling from your mouth Falling from your mouth Falling from your mouth Tell me why?” – Annie Lennox, “Why” Is there anything worse than waiting … Continue reading Day 1 – Part 2 →

Day 1 – Part 1

“And if want to cut me down You know that I might bleed Cause if you're trying to cut me down I know that you'll succeed And if you're trying to hurt me There's nothing left to fear Cause if you want to hurt me You're doing really well my dear" - Annie Lennox, "Walking … Continue reading Day 1 – Part 1 →